The best thing ever happened to my miserable life is that I was bored and met her.
To take care of her and love her with all of my worthless heart.
Thus..there is something I want to tell her...that I have never felt so lucky getting to meet someone like her on the surface.
Interests
Basketball.
Tennis
Ski
Snowboard
Video Games
Computer Games
Poker
Jokes
Favorite Music
Nothing particular
Favorite Movies
Tom & Jerry Star Wars The Lord of The Ring : Pirate of the Caribbian : At World's End Troy Suriyothai Naresuan X-Men
Favorite TV Shows
Tom & Jerry Cartoon Network WWE History Chanelle ASTV
Favorite Books
Petchprauma Sam Kok The Arabian Night April Morning Wulthering Heights Hamlet American History : Pathway to the present
Favorite Quote
Live like you are going to die tomorrow Learn like you are able to live forever Kahndhi
I will do right, that's mean I will do justice. I will not do law Lord Denning
Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. Aristotle
At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. Plato
Love is the beauty of the soul. Saint Augustine
When you're in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks. Natalie Clifford Barney
Since the 3th of April....2 days left and it will be 4 months so far since I have exposed my feeling to her....
I came to think about it... It's quite funny though....
On the 4th of April... the date that I accidentaly asked her to go out with me to tell her the truth... about how do I feel...becasue I didn't expect to see her again and possibly for eternity.....but... it seemed like the goddess of fortune had fovored me or maybe it was her curse. I ended up in the same college and the same fac...though not the same sections for every subjects.... but that's enough for me.
I have more chance to see her...at least 4 more years that the whole point.
I found mytself under a quite difficult situation... I thought that I can never be part of her mind... I thought I could only be just someone that has to suffer oneself from the love that can never comes true.... and I ...have always been reminding myself about this fact... not to reach for the star.....
But ... It's harder to resist my own will...
Everytime I saw her... I smiled no matter she can't see.. Everytime I saw her... I whispered her name..no matter she can never hear me... And Everytime I walked with her... My heart told her how glad I was to be this close to her but ofcause she can't hear...
The thought to have her by my side... has never crossed into my mind..or even it did sometimes..in my dream... I had to push it away when I woke up. hahaha .... I came to think about a music video of Peace Maker.... "Rerng Bon Tieng" .... I've never thought that this kind of story would ever happened to me....
Hahaha.... laughing....am I? ... but weeping inside....
I'm not as strong as I should be, am I? Because I know that my love is only a fantasy, that's why....
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